Situation Overload

Our life got loads of situations. Situations we always need to understand and finally get over it or else we end up regretting them.

Situation 1: You, tonight, just sitting alone facing your laptop. Scrolling up and down on your facebook page updating your status that "Tomorrow's a new day", "I got quizzes tomorrow!" or whatever. Or maybe take a short time blogging like me :)

Situation 2: You, tomorrow, for sure your mind isn't there where you want it to be. Your mind will think of after class. Why? Because you are in class and thinking about what to do after is much more entertaining.

Situation 3: You, this weekend, studying but you're mind isn't cooperating. You're mind is thinking about the next weekend you planned to have coffee with friends. Why? Because your mind have interesting plans that plead to create expectations.

Situation 4: You, summer, after everything you had found fun and realized that there's something wrong with the setting nearing the end of summer, you end up telling yourself you hate summer and wanted to end it just like that. Why? Because you want to prevent yourself from hurting or worse destroying your fun filled summer.

Situation 5: You, let's say 3 years forward, you lying on a half furnished apartment floor. You're reminiscing the moments from the past, including the moments you weren't really all in. Yes, all those moments where your body was present but your mind isn't, the energy was low and everything was elsewhere.

Woah, I am noticing the more and more that my mind isn't always in the moment of everyday, every hour,every second as I try and wish it would be - I just can't! I am thinking about tomorrow and the future too often. Creating expectations and situations that more than half the time of it never turns out as what I would like it to be. Well, sometimes we dream to expect but I do it too often, where I sometimes end up in a situation of regret.

I may not avoid this kind of situations (and I know you do it too) we all need to live now, never wish for tomorrow because everyday is a gift wrapped in pretty ribbons that slowly we tear it open.

Situation 6: Tonight, tomorrow, next year I want to be there. I maybe dreamer as God wanted me to be but I will never try to veer away from TODAY...because if you miss now you will end up always living for tomorrow.

Life's a dream. Why not jump?

Dreams.

It is easy to dream, but to catch that dream you don't only have to believe but you have to run after it. I got loads of dreams. Some are just way to impossible that all I could do is think of it. What's your dream?

I know people who actually made their dreams come true. From simple things to those long term dreams. You know what I dream? Simple. Is to catch that long term dream..goal of mine. I don't want to say it but I guess keeping it to myself will make it more easier to grab that dream. All to say, I just want those prefixes.

If only dreams are like butterflies that you can use a net to catch them and put them inside a bottle and look at it and smile. If only dreams are like streams that will lead you to an open water where opportunities over flow. If only dreams can be bought... but the reason why we dream is to help our selves to stand up and work hard for it. Obstacles are never a question, they are hurdles for us to jump jump higher closer to our dreams.

Dreams are reality that we need to jump high for it to come true.

Life's a dream. Why not jump?

hopeful girl
kkcg

Clashing of Minds

I hate it when minds clash. Opinions clash. Whether both sides are correct, you've got to stand by your own point of view. Especially, when people make fun of you and make those points a joke and you're really pissed off that they don't even try to listen to you but to the other side? - they do. Damn it! It breaks my heart when this things happen. I get heavy feelings which I really don't like.

I don't let myself down when I know I can handle such situation. I wont stop until I have closed my point. Well, I'm too cute to argue so if the "thing" is starting to get out of hand, well boo ya I am out of here but still I know that what I said is something you need to think about which that, I am actually right. Ha.

It's all about making the right decisions. At least I know I can decide once not twice or even three times.

Pissed girl
kkcg

Logic will take you from A to B, where Imagination takes you Everywhere

"Oh the weather outside is frightful,
But the fire is so delightful,
And since we've no place to go,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!"

As 2011 opened, the days seems to be cold, to cold for us. It's like there is abnormality to the weather. Global warming I presume. Oh well.

Never the less today or maybe tonight, I will try to fit in again my poetry dress. It's been long since I had it on. I may ramble a bit but surely I'll end it the best way I can just to make this blog hmmm a little interesting.

So today I feel like making up a short story. I feel like googling tops names in any random country and making up a story. Ha. I guess this wont be easy as I dive in in my so called imagination. Yes. I like making up a story in my head with names I like and places I want to be in. Though I never, NEVER use "me" in any of my story - awkward! Ha. Everyday if I can, I make a story in my head that keeps me from being bored. You may say I'm crazy, well, now you know I am -> frustrated writer. At least I have something with me that I considered beyond average..creative..imaginative. Oh well, not to say more.

I think I have drawn you out from the means of saying that...Yes, for the time being I'll escape today, but in the end I will have made my new problems in stitching this story in my head. Though, those problems will or are easily fixed where there are some won't be in the end. I can well, re-think and get back from the point I don't like in 5 minutes, make the best climax that no movie can have and soon will make the heart warming end part. It might lack creativity, but with more time, THE HAPPY ENDING IS TANGIBLE FOR THAT ENGLISH NAMED BOY OR GIRL. Teehee. :)

hopeful girl
KKCG :)