Talking behind their back acts. Hey! Wait. She's coming. As if everyone don't do it. You, me, her, him, them, US! - we all do the same. It's not insecurities, it's not envy. It's something people do just like me and you, him and her, us and them. It would be a laughing matter or a serious matter but everything it just plain talking. It's sometimes fun coz who knows? I might be talking behind your back as well as you are talking behind my mine. :)
No hates, all is love.
kkcg
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
bon appetit :)
Wishing that you can eat anything and everything without the thought of gaining weight or getting sick? Well, I wish!
I see that my previous post was about food so I guess I'll follow it up with another entry about...well yeah, FOOD! There's always a day that I crave for a lot of food. From sweets to sour, from sizzling hot to freezing cold and those tongue twisting flavors of Gelato Ice Cream. Yum. Want a sizzling cobblers with ice cold beer perhaps? Or McDonalds cheeseburger with fries? I lay on my bed munching and crunching with Lays, Ruffles or Cheetos as I watch Glee "don't stop believing, holding on to this feeling.." or any shows on Discovery channel or HBO. Chocolates the sweets that I love. "Can I have that dark one?" Darn this sweet tooth. Cakes, Ice Cream, Lollipops, or whatever sweets I see I want them in my mouth. Watery feeling in my mouth as I think of green mangoes, pizza, pasta and chocolate chip cookie. Hah. Coffee based frappuccino at Starbucks or hot cappuccino de-caf or not, paired with belgian waffle or an apple fritter either way it tastes good! And who could gamble worth 200 bucks for just an ice cream sandwich from Häagen-Dazs? haha Garfield's favorite Lasagna. Who doesn't love Snack-Pack - the all time favorite chocolate pudding. I see myself jump into a pool of slurpee. Hah Brain Freeze! And yes, Twiggies! - I don't think they sell those stuff anymore.:(
Anyway, enough of this food dreaming thing. It makes me even crave more! Going back to reality, people tend to deprive themselves in eating just because of the thought of getting fat. Going to the gym everytime you had eaten too much and beat the hell out of you through hours of exercising and just eat a cracker for lunch. I can't do that and I never will. Calories? So what. It's energy and it can easily be burnt off by walking from one classroom to another. Hah. But it's true or maybe eat slow - proven that when eating slow you don't get fat. If eating makes you happy then eat, why deprive yourself? hmmm Just so you know it really sucks when opening the fridge and found out nothing edible inside it. Hah.
eating my way to bed..lol
kkcg and my smile
I see that my previous post was about food so I guess I'll follow it up with another entry about...well yeah, FOOD! There's always a day that I crave for a lot of food. From sweets to sour, from sizzling hot to freezing cold and those tongue twisting flavors of Gelato Ice Cream. Yum. Want a sizzling cobblers with ice cold beer perhaps? Or McDonalds cheeseburger with fries? I lay on my bed munching and crunching with Lays, Ruffles or Cheetos as I watch Glee "don't stop believing, holding on to this feeling.." or any shows on Discovery channel or HBO. Chocolates the sweets that I love. "Can I have that dark one?" Darn this sweet tooth. Cakes, Ice Cream, Lollipops, or whatever sweets I see I want them in my mouth. Watery feeling in my mouth as I think of green mangoes, pizza, pasta and chocolate chip cookie. Hah. Coffee based frappuccino at Starbucks or hot cappuccino de-caf or not, paired with belgian waffle or an apple fritter either way it tastes good! And who could gamble worth 200 bucks for just an ice cream sandwich from Häagen-Dazs? haha Garfield's favorite Lasagna. Who doesn't love Snack-Pack - the all time favorite chocolate pudding. I see myself jump into a pool of slurpee. Hah Brain Freeze! And yes, Twiggies! - I don't think they sell those stuff anymore.:(
Anyway, enough of this food dreaming thing. It makes me even crave more! Going back to reality, people tend to deprive themselves in eating just because of the thought of getting fat. Going to the gym everytime you had eaten too much and beat the hell out of you through hours of exercising and just eat a cracker for lunch. I can't do that and I never will. Calories? So what. It's energy and it can easily be burnt off by walking from one classroom to another. Hah. But it's true or maybe eat slow - proven that when eating slow you don't get fat. If eating makes you happy then eat, why deprive yourself? hmmm Just so you know it really sucks when opening the fridge and found out nothing edible inside it. Hah.
eating my way to bed..lol
kkcg and my smile
Friday, June 18, 2010
June 18, 2010
"I don't have money left, I spend it all on food."
Instead of buying the things I don't really need, I stumble trying to buy all my bills with the food I crave for. Not even the ones I really want but the ones I see and smell or just hearing someone say "I want to eat...(certain food)." Ha. All to say, I enjoy eating. Sweets. Chips. Pizza. Ice Cream. Anything that tastes YUM and sounds YUM! Whether it costs cheap or expensive as long it's food then say hello to *CaChing* - sold!
I do however choose when to spend the bills on food and that right time is when with friends - food tripping as we call it. From one place to another, walking while eating. Picnic or somewhere sounds peaceful. Say it, with food it is more fun! Ha. And the best way to make it more fun? - gossips. Lol, we're girls and we love to talk...about a lot of things! Haha
Instead of buying the things I don't really need, I stumble trying to buy all my bills with the food I crave for. Not even the ones I really want but the ones I see and smell or just hearing someone say "I want to eat...(certain food)." Ha. All to say, I enjoy eating. Sweets. Chips. Pizza. Ice Cream. Anything that tastes YUM and sounds YUM! Whether it costs cheap or expensive as long it's food then say hello to *CaChing* - sold!
I do however choose when to spend the bills on food and that right time is when with friends - food tripping as we call it. From one place to another, walking while eating. Picnic or somewhere sounds peaceful. Say it, with food it is more fun! Ha. And the best way to make it more fun? - gossips. Lol, we're girls and we love to talk...about a lot of things! Haha
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Soundtrack of my Summer
“hello”
What if it was easy as that? What if calling that saved number and not hanging up after a quick four seconds was possible? …well, possible for me? But I don’t have to do that, I was just thinking. Since coming home I have used it as my wall of shielding pain and not to think of it anymore. I know I am not the only girl who has the best summer "disaster" out there. I know others have troubles too. This summer is way too different from those I have in the past. As the climax approaching, yes it was Disastrous. I can’t imagine why this thing had happened, it’s like a typical summer teen flick where girl meets boy in a “poles apart” place and end up heartbroken and eventually losing him to her “best” friend. Hahaha. When I think about when we met, I don't remember if we shared a hug or a knuckle shackle, spoke small talks discussing weather or caught each others eye too often. But I know we had awkward moments and I do remember and think it will be hard to forget your smile and air-filled-between-words-awkward-laugh. I know I caught your eye on me and you didn't have to look away. You probably don't feel or remember what I felt and can't forget. Ugh, I can’t believe I am professing my “love” (more likely an infatuation) for you over this. Though I am happy that at least I am writing an okay blog out of all of this.
“will he ever know”
My head still throbs with the sick presumption that he’ll never be conscious of what he put me through – well let’s say all those gestures and the cherry on top trash talking bullshit! …all because I don’t have enough dignity in myself to scream it! My heart can’t seem to pause or better yet – stop. My close friends are most likely tired of hearing my behind-back-whispers-of-stupid-secret-suffering regarding you. I would be. More than an annoyance of me, but don’t worry they don’t hate him all because they don’t know him. If they do, well better prepare for a war – we’ll all be there with our red stilettos. Lol. It’s sad because he’s not all together awful. Oh my tricking mind! What am I saying – he is! He isn’t great; he’s not 50% close to perfect or 20 for that matter. Everything regarding him is but a dream. His face hanging in my mind is a deceitful box of airy cloud that when touched by the tip of a finger it’ll disappear. Well, I don’t know…
Just so you know, I have decided that I have wasted enough time remembering your name – more likely knowing you…not! One day I’ll greet the sun and bid you farewell. That day, I'll open my eyes to the reality of living; for in this moment and ones that surround, I am quite frigidly stuck…quit dead.
Summer is about to end and school will start. I hope to refresh everything and start a new. Yes, this was summer…The soundtrack of my summer. :)
Peace out whoever is reading this “okay” blog.
Ciao!
kkcg
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Random questions waiting for random answers
How long can I stand being in a 33degree weather in a tshirt and shorts? With hot air blowing through my air that makes it sticky and the heat of the sun burning my skin. Is it worth a glance at the sky? Why would I even question, my answer would be of course. It's better to stay outside sitting in the porch and feel the hot air while staying in your room which is like a 300degree oven. Summer in the Philippines is hot - very hot!
Sometimes, I test my tolerance of being so hot. Just because. And I have proven that I can stay under the heat of the sun for hours. I am talking about playing football. Hours of practicing in painstaking heat with only 15minutes water break. But it's been a long while that I haven't played and I miss it - totally! Anyway, how loud can you turn up Lady Gaga or Owl City songs in your ipod until you get the earphones realizing it's too loud? Is it ever really distracting? I guess. Only people can tell me I had them on very loud that they can hear the music a meter away. hah. Guess that was too loud.
If there is a very loud music. Is there ever one person who tone down the volume or turns it off? Is there ever a smile too vibrant? A laugh too joyful? A puppy too adorable? What makes something hurtful? - I guess I can answer that one. What if I were to create a wall of shielding pain and open to love? Wouldn't that be interesting. Not even thinking about the qualities I wanted - just someone jogged in and introduce love to me? hmm...
Now, what makes some accents irritating, and some addicting? What makes gestures contagious or yawns? god, I have so many questions. And I just feel like asking them all today! Everything in random, non-relevant. What predicts one's mood of the day? What makes one misses another? How can someone be sure that he chosen the right one for him? How can you tell if those tears are happy or sad if she says she's ok even though she's not? Can we stop time even for a millisecond? How can one love someone in a week and say yes in an hour??? geezz. People, we are detailed - very. Realizing them today is not acceptable! hah. I don't know, I think in this world there are more immature people than mature ones. As one friend of mine said in her blog "Our lives and personalities are an intricate outline some written in cursive, some in Times New Roman." Let's figure out ourselves and figure out each other. Why not? What's a breath without a step. I feel like stepping. I feel like jumping. I feel like living.
How about you? ask someone any random question and wait until they tell you their answers, for sure some answers will make you laugh and make you think again. Life is random, just like you and me.
Sometimes, I test my tolerance of being so hot. Just because. And I have proven that I can stay under the heat of the sun for hours. I am talking about playing football. Hours of practicing in painstaking heat with only 15minutes water break. But it's been a long while that I haven't played and I miss it - totally! Anyway, how loud can you turn up Lady Gaga or Owl City songs in your ipod until you get the earphones realizing it's too loud? Is it ever really distracting? I guess. Only people can tell me I had them on very loud that they can hear the music a meter away. hah. Guess that was too loud.
If there is a very loud music. Is there ever one person who tone down the volume or turns it off? Is there ever a smile too vibrant? A laugh too joyful? A puppy too adorable? What makes something hurtful? - I guess I can answer that one. What if I were to create a wall of shielding pain and open to love? Wouldn't that be interesting. Not even thinking about the qualities I wanted - just someone jogged in and introduce love to me? hmm...
Now, what makes some accents irritating, and some addicting? What makes gestures contagious or yawns? god, I have so many questions. And I just feel like asking them all today! Everything in random, non-relevant. What predicts one's mood of the day? What makes one misses another? How can someone be sure that he chosen the right one for him? How can you tell if those tears are happy or sad if she says she's ok even though she's not? Can we stop time even for a millisecond? How can one love someone in a week and say yes in an hour??? geezz. People, we are detailed - very. Realizing them today is not acceptable! hah. I don't know, I think in this world there are more immature people than mature ones. As one friend of mine said in her blog "Our lives and personalities are an intricate outline some written in cursive, some in Times New Roman." Let's figure out ourselves and figure out each other. Why not? What's a breath without a step. I feel like stepping. I feel like jumping. I feel like living.
How about you? ask someone any random question and wait until they tell you their answers, for sure some answers will make you laugh and make you think again. Life is random, just like you and me.
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