It's officially the last day of 2010. I'm just fine the way I am. Maybe I woke up for being hungry and my room is like a 5 year old hair - a mess! It's sunny outside and I hear fireworks already. In less than 24 hours, it's another year closed for all of us. Will that be easy to forget 2010 as 2011 sneaks in? There are just things..yes things to be cut off from its strings that keeps following me - dragging behind me. Making things heavier for me, and I need to loosen up for 2011.
Won't it be nice to have a hot cup of coffee? Preferably cappuccino. Well, I often times like my coffee cold - Frappuccino. Could I just hide at the corner of Starbucks? That would be a great idea. Ha.
So everything is moving fast. Maybe saying goodbye to all those bittersweet memories behind would be fine. But saying goodbyes are hard. Well, at least we know what they are. I was warned before. Maybe warnings don't work. So I think I had to see it for myself. But what's stopping me from being so naive, a broken heart, once loved whole heartedly. Eer...that's awkward.
I'm not getting any younger, and maybe I'm just too old to ride the swings in the fair. But honestly what's stopping me from doing what I please, if I want to ride a kiddy swing? Sometimes we need to grow up and learn from the little things that keeps us on our knees. Sometimes we need to listen even to the silent wind blows. As we watch our admirers, little do we know little boys turn into men behind our back.
Years turns into months and months turns into days, that's how fast our lives are moving and there are things we've missed and we cannot rewind back to see them again. Faces and voices fading as the days turns into yesterdays. While yesterdays are being forgot and tomorrow is being looked forward to. Minutes and seconds are faster than you think once blinked.
2010 might be one of those years I keep on looking back since it has mark the best and worst ever. Ha. But really I HAVE NO REGRETS, IT WAS JUST LOVE. But I gotta let ya know that 2011 will be bigger and better. :)
Moving so fast, the world spins.
2011 SURPRISE ME!!! :)
**title and phrases are from a song which i combined to make an interesting blog which actually say my name. (moving so fast - charity vance)**
