Sunday, July 25, 2010

July flew by. Swear I didn't do anything.

It's the last week of July and as I remember I didn't do anything great. I don't have free saturdays all because of review. Get this, one semester lesson is now being taught in four hours. Not so great! ...But a little short hang outs with friends might just be the solution. I miss talking to all the people I used to talk to. I want and love to catch up with them and those old long lost friends. I am not wishing that that time would just slow down, but just at the right tempo where I could seize, catch and enjoy every 86400 seconds of it. For one minute I just want to stand right here in silence and look up at the sky....(after one minute) - I want to fly like a bird and be in the sky higher than a plane. Today is a sunny day and often times clouds just get in the way - I hope it wont rain today.

Meanwhile...

In the other side of the world, it's summer there! Oh how I wish it is still summer, I really didn't enjoy my summer as I thought I would be. So much drama. Ha. For just one day - take me back to the beach, PLEASE.

hopeful girl
kkcg

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Metamorphically, I dream.

About to sleep but still fitting my first poetry dress - guess it fits...perfectly. :)

Haiku:

Chasing butterflies
Here we go again with a smile
Like sweet lemon drops

Sometimes you dream before you sleep and not knowing it's 2am you're still awake. It's either you're thinking of what happened today and wished it was like this or like that. Often times you smile trying to rethink that you saw your crush and wishing you had said "hi" to him. Maybe we need to be in reality than in dreams where things are just "what if or only if", these dreams are like a ride to a park then gone. Facing reality is like you've missed your friends birthday party, late in class, or the sunset. Hmm, I don't really know what my point is right now, all I know I feel like writing randomly with the thoughts in my head just like the haiku above. I made a poem in class today and I think I'll call it - Rainbow Colored Star

Pen and paper is all I need,
To gather all these thoughts and dreams.
Wrapped in pretty polka dot ribbon,
I wonder what it is.

Metamorphically I dream,
You said "I love you" to me.
Music notes filled the air,
I got pixie dust all over my hair.

There is no irony,
Because all I need is you.
I just want to say,
I miss you!

Hello rainbow colored star,
I will draw you a heart.
Filling this empty space,
With the breathings of my heart.

soon
kkcg