Sunrise and Rooftop

Sunrise and rooftop. Just wonderful not until you came (certain someone).

Rooftops can be fun, romantic and away from reality. Wanting to be alone for a moment, the rooftop is one of the perfect spots to have that peace of mind. Seeing everything from up there at night or daytime can really be refreshing. I see sunrise across the horizon – so orangey red…beautiful! It is something I anticipate every morning I wake up and knowing that it’s a new day. While gazing at it stuff entered my mind – a lot of them. I guess one of which is… God granted me another day, alive.

Today I thank God for giving me life and still living in it. I love knowing that God is constant because life, days and people always changing. But I see sunrise and You whispering to me that You are more constant than them. It’s really great to wake up in the morning knowing that you are always there. Always hopeful…faithful. So I say, “Thank you”, it is the least I can do and say, but I mean every letter, thought and breath that comes before and after saying those two words. Thank you.

Morning sunshine

kkcg

It's Friday and nothing

It’s Friday today and I got nothing to do. I just did the laundry with my two hands since the sun is still heating up. Now I am in my room just listening on my ipod. It really feels good just listen to a good song without seeing eyes and lips created words or any certain movements. I miss home. Really. I miss everyone back in Bacolod. Family and friends. I miss my comfort food! I think I’d be fine if their faces won’t scroll across my head in perfect rhythm of every song I listen to. Yes, I’d be fine. I know they are all well and constantly thinking about me. And I am too. Aww. I think I am just convincing myself as I type, but I think this is the best thing to do.

My smile

kkcg

Taken by storm April 22, 2010

…searching, knowing…liking?

I am seeing myself falling into that gravity which is wrong. But I know there’s nothing wrong with that.

Needing to stop this madness and not think of you anymore. Well, I shouldn't have to think so much about something that has the potential of being so easy. You are easy. I didn’t mean to think about you so much today. Making this blog makes me even more want to get you out of my mind. I hate it when I have to think of you, your face is like a slideshow playing in my mind like a broken record. I had it, and I want it to stop. The depressing music resounding through my veins and out my eyes,lips,fingers. If only you're tangible then I would pick you and throw you. Now I stare at this blog not knowing what to say or do. Just keep typing anything that comes into mind. Just like. Thinking of what seems could happen – I just so hate expecting. But we would never know until something happens. The smile that creeps into my mind is like a medicine to keep me waking up every morning just to see that on your face. The sound of air filled laugh timbers in my ears. And simply to be with you everyday seems to be an okay day. Oh my! What am I saying? This shouldn’t be happening. I am about to end a pathetic blog right now. Ha. All to say, you have taken me by storm. You blew me away and when lighting strike – I fall.

Confused but still smiling.

kkcg

Wrong turn

...someday my prince will come. (song from Snow White) Yes little Ia, I will keep that in mind.

An interesting thought:

“What if I were to create a wall shielding pain, and open to love. Wouldn't that be interesting.” -cev

Ha. I am playing with myself with that thought again. Well, it’s just a thought. There’s nothing wrong about thinking of what seems could happen. I know your just there my right wrong one. Across me. Behind me. In my left. In my right. Or maybe you're just there right beside me…now? Wait. What? My mind is tricking myself. No, not him. It cannot be. I don’t even know if he likes me. Anyway I need to look around harder. I don’t want to decide sooner or later that I have just wasted my time trying to remember you’re name or saying it. I don’t mind waiting – that’s fine. Though it’s been quite a long search. A long wait. I am happy to wait here. How long will that someday be? I am thinking. Maybe you took a wrong turn with your white horse. Turn around then.

Let’s JUMP soon.

kkcg

**all the while I was smiling while typing this blog realizing how stupid I am sharing this thought to you (whoever reading this blog).**

shoebox of photographs

For a perfect day, all I need is my camera hanging around my neck. Wearing any plain tee, shorts or cargo pants and any pair of flip flops and a place where I could walk and take random shots. I crave for places with stories. I would love to go to places like Greece, Paris, country-sides in England, Korea, Singapore, New York and Chicago or any provinces in the country celebrating their own festivities. All to say, I have a thing for Photography. It is something that I can brag about in a good way. It makes me smile every time I get to hold my camera and simply take random shots. I've been into photography since third grade and dream of having a studio and of course travel! Photography is more than a hobby to me right now, if only I could go freely to places. It now owns a room in me, in my heart and I love visiting that room so much that as much as possible, I will. So now I think I have drawn out from the means of saying to you that, “I love Photography.”

Why love Photography?

It wont take me ten sentences to tell you how much I really love it. I promise. It is an escape from reality where capturing reality itself. Life is only real if captured. From a simple smile of a stranger to a frown of a little girl in the park looking down on her fallen ice cream. Tight hugs and laughing moments with friends or love ones. Sunsets, meadows, beach and more. It doesn't always need a perfect angle, perfect lighting or a perfect smile because you will never know that a distorted, wrong angle, low lighting, candid shots are even more better than those “perfected”.

*Laughs*
I can't believe I trick myself into this. Describing anything out from my little crowded mind. Blue skies. Perfect sunsets. Green grassy meadows. Birds fly while clouds float by. Buildings old and new. Alleys. Busy streets. Urban places. I can't seem to think anymore. Everything is calling my name - i will not ignore it. Soon. I will. I will be there...with my camera.

kkcg. JUMP