Situation Overload

Our life got loads of situations. Situations we always need to understand and finally get over it or else we end up regretting them.

Situation 1: You, tonight, just sitting alone facing your laptop. Scrolling up and down on your facebook page updating your status that "Tomorrow's a new day", "I got quizzes tomorrow!" or whatever. Or maybe take a short time blogging like me :)

Situation 2: You, tomorrow, for sure your mind isn't there where you want it to be. Your mind will think of after class. Why? Because you are in class and thinking about what to do after is much more entertaining.

Situation 3: You, this weekend, studying but you're mind isn't cooperating. You're mind is thinking about the next weekend you planned to have coffee with friends. Why? Because your mind have interesting plans that plead to create expectations.

Situation 4: You, summer, after everything you had found fun and realized that there's something wrong with the setting nearing the end of summer, you end up telling yourself you hate summer and wanted to end it just like that. Why? Because you want to prevent yourself from hurting or worse destroying your fun filled summer.

Situation 5: You, let's say 3 years forward, you lying on a half furnished apartment floor. You're reminiscing the moments from the past, including the moments you weren't really all in. Yes, all those moments where your body was present but your mind isn't, the energy was low and everything was elsewhere.

Woah, I am noticing the more and more that my mind isn't always in the moment of everyday, every hour,every second as I try and wish it would be - I just can't! I am thinking about tomorrow and the future too often. Creating expectations and situations that more than half the time of it never turns out as what I would like it to be. Well, sometimes we dream to expect but I do it too often, where I sometimes end up in a situation of regret.

I may not avoid this kind of situations (and I know you do it too) we all need to live now, never wish for tomorrow because everyday is a gift wrapped in pretty ribbons that slowly we tear it open.

Situation 6: Tonight, tomorrow, next year I want to be there. I maybe dreamer as God wanted me to be but I will never try to veer away from TODAY...because if you miss now you will end up always living for tomorrow.